[some kind of knife carves my pain]

Friday, March 25, 2005

to you all..

to the wonderful ppl who have crossed my path in this almost 23 years of my life, this entry is dedicated to you all to show my greatest gratitude and appreciation... in random order, here goes..

firstly, to sc. having you as my classmate, my bestest friend and a brother to me is one of the unbelievable things that had ever happened to me. your companionship is simply terrific. you've changed me somehow. brought new interests to me, improved my snooker skills, made me know more about lots of things that even though i'm 3 yrs your senior. i also have to thank you for ferrying whenever we go out, and not to mention sending me home no matter how late it is, i know its tiring yet you dont mind. if i were to continue saying.. this would never end, but really.. Thank you. you're a outstanding friend.

ralphael - secondary school life would had been so boring if there wasnt you to let me crack more jokes to brighten up our days. but i have to feel sorry for causing you to be a smoker too, an even heavier smoker than i am. i appreciate that you've always been there for me whenever i feel down, but at the same time i feel ashamed of myself that when you have problems, i dont seems to be able to help you. i miss those days where we go drinking.. shall we go again someday? i sincerely wish you all the best for your studies. and that i'm always there if you need me. thank you.

zhongwen - it was through the heartless jiahao that we got to know each other, days where tried being ahbengs never seems to be forgotten. it was you who taught me how to play mahjong (with lots of learning fees given by losing), but thats how my life now can be not so boring when i know how to play that. oh yes, does 381 sound familiar to you? haha. i miss you, hope we can meet up one day. sorry that i've been busy whenever you called me out..thank you.

xavier - mr sho, TCS5 (Tampines Century Square Level 5), KOF(King of Fighters), arcade! isnt it astounding how these things can create a true friendship? just by playing and playing, challenging each other.. we got to know each other with the whole group of others who have all grown up and led our own lives. it's been almost 8 years already. you've even seen the most upsetting moment of me, and now you're feeling grim over what has happened in the past week. well, i believe you've heard this from many people these few days, but i still got to say this.. get over it, no point torturing yourself becoz of someone who's not worthy of your love. move on and you'll find a better one soon. with your looks, no problem la. any problems, pls dial my number. and.. thank you.

jack - kyoboiboi! KOF too eh? always helping me to challenge ppl who wins me, haha.cycling in the middle of the night waiting for enlistment letter to come, creating irc scripts and till now.. fixing personal computers. i'm glad that though some unhappy stuffs did happened to us.. yet we're still good friends now. thank you.

kelvin - dioboiboi! haha. i think among so many guy friends who are close to me, only you and sho are pursuing degree. i'm so proud to be your friend. haha. a happy belated birthday to you, sorry that i cant make it to celebrate with you due to exams, hope you enjoyed yourself. i'd like to thank you for the awesome drinking sessions i had with you, they were great and joyful. thank you.

jerry - bro, you're not forgotten. or rather, how can i even forget you. i love u! lol. but it's been a long time since we go out together. remember the days we go SPARKS? lol remember the countless nights we spent together outside doing nothing till morning? days we work together in NUSS banquet? without you, it would been so meaningless. thank you.

eden - though we've only been in the same class for 1 semester, but it was definitely sufficient to leave a permanent mark in my mind that you're a splendid friend. your suanning skills, your damn funny cold jokes, your stupid actions.. simply unforgettable. you've brought joy to my life. thank you.

leonard - i know you must be wondering why so many ppl liao still dun have you. yes! now its you! it's haagen dazs that i got to know you, the damn laolan guy! do you know, how much i used to hate u, your irritating face, your xialan attitude, the way u guide me at work, SIMPLY SUCKS! hahaha. but as time goes by, i realised actually you're not bad la. haha. always kana suan by me. oh yes, i'm really sorry that i cant join you back at cs, i do wanna continue working with you, coz you're a superb partner to work with. but dont worry, we still can go ktv together? and yes.. wish you all the best after u graduate and i will pray for you that u wont kana too siong unit in NS? haha. and of coz.. thank you.

kelvin ho - darling~ gay mate! gym buddy! your body figure has always been my ultimate goal to push myself to go gym often. i miss those days where we always go gym together, without you.. i really have no moltivation to do more, i need your support, i need ur smell of sweat.. haha.. no words can describe how much i love you lol.. thank you.

zhi an - an kor kor.. haha. i know you hate me whenever i call you that coz i'm actually older than you. but i think it sounds cute mah. from NS, we were in the same unit, same company, same bunk till now.. same poly, you're like a hope from the sky, always helping me through exams, teaching me, guiding me without any complaints yet still have to bear with all my craps.... without you.. i might even be retaking most of my subjects. sincerely, thank you.

sounds very sissy? and no, i'm not dying yet la. i just suddenly feel like saying these. i know its abit mushy, or maybe bo liao. but it's just how i feel about you guys. i appreciate all the help, concern, care that you've all given me. it's you ppl who made what xiangzheng is today.

THANK YOU!

to those whom i've left out, you'll have to tell me! coz its 5.20am in the morning now. my brain cant function well.

carving itself again at 3/25/2005 04:20:00 AM